Friday, July 26, 2013

Day 7 - slept in Ayegui - July 4

Up at 6:30, out of the alberge by 7:30am. I took a much needed shower and felt refreshed, even though I'm still experiencing the dry heaves. I didn't have a hangover at all, oh that's right, someone last night said we don't get them because we've got so much oxygen in our blood. Well I was glad about that. What I wasn't glad about was the 3 Euro breakfast that was basically just bread. I decided from then on I would buy my own pastry the day before and just order tea; while the meals fed you and the beds were clean, the pilgrim breakfasts were a rip-off.

We all sort of headed off on our own and met up again in Cirauqui. There was a grocery store open so I took the opportunity to buy a demi-boutellie (half bottle) of wine and some saucisson for lunch later. The path was pretty and peaceful but still going uphill then downhill, it seems you can't go uphill without going downhill and seldom are we ever on flat land. And the rocks are relentless, every now and then this stretch went on pavement but that too proved painful. Thanks to the Compeed, the blister on my left toe was fast healing but my feet, ankles, legs and ass were downright sore. Thankfully I don't have knee problems, I hear that's a real pain for people out here. So, I took it slowly relishing the fact that I was walking through my first vineyards. Somewhere along The Way someone had spray painted "You're in Spain!" It made me smile :)

This part of the journey was breathtakingly beautiful. I went through the picturesque town of Lorca and met up with a few others and stopped for Cava (Spanish sparkling wine). Every little town we walked through today was a quaint village with pilgrim connections, either monasteries or hospitals or medieval buildings or Roman churches, from like the 12th century. Amaze is what Anna and I would say. Amazeballs is what Dee would say. Amazing became just amaze. I bypassed the ruins of the ancient hermitage of St. Michael (you know the arcangel), yeah, amaze stuff like that.



The road out was a steep climb on a heavily eroded path before descending into Estrella. I noticed another route option on a big confusing sign, but since I didn't have a guidebook, I stuck with the yellow arrows. Fortified with the knowledge that I had wine and saucisson on my being, I headed to Ayegui, a place that was suggested by someone last night. Just as I was hobbling into Estrella, Lauren from Washington caught up with me, who was also on her last leg. We were standing there resting and trying to rally each other on when Alexis from Scotland comes running along asking if we knew directions to the Hotel. Alexis wasn't doing the whole Camino, in fact she was only doing parts of it, in non-sequential order, and sending her rolling suitcase on each day to the next Hotel she had previously booked. I tried not to judge and I reasoned everyone has their own Camino, but it was tough to empathize with her when we were sacrificing for survival. She flitted away and Lauren and I proceeded to tackle the notorious last three kilometers, which inevitably turned out to be the hardest of the day.

We finally made it to the alberge on the far side of town and lo and behold, there's Shai from Brooklyn, Jorge and Brendon from California, Guy from Australia and Kathy from Switzerland who live in Sweden, Brian from Ireland, and Esther and Yenny from Holland. Dee texted me saying she only made it as far as Estrella. The warden was a very nice, German man named Peter who retired here long ago and has done the Camino 28 times! 12 alone in the holy year! Lauren and I were so spent it was all we could do to listen to the John Denver song he played for his American pilgrims on arrival (I had never heard it before, something about a tomato garden).



Peter the warden showed us around, basically we were in a huge handball gymnasium and the alberge was beneath the court. There was a large room with about 40 single beds in one room (no bunk beds). The whole room was kind of funky but Lauren and I selected our beds and crashed. The showers here were not so good -girls-only but communal, plenty of hot water but it was too hot (it got hotter the longer you had it on, clever I thought). I ventured upstairs to find the restaurant next to the handball court and watched as a group of guys came to play. It was loud, I don't know how Lauren could sleep underneath it! Then I watched a cute couple play handball and by that time dinner was served.

I sat with my usual cast of characters and we toasted to a "Happy 4th of July!" I had to go wake Lauren so she wouldn't miss dinner. It was here I heard that Brian from Ireland was staying in the same fun place last night but he came back late and got locked out for awhile. He also got locked out at the convent in Arres, the town before, almost had to climb a wall until someone took pity on him! These places have rules and curfews. Guy started telling a story about how one time last year, they locked all the pilgrims inside the gate, and the locals went into town for a big wedding or celebration. "That's how some of them think of us," he said, "it's in their culture." After dinner, a group headed down to a large grocery store (supermercado) while I had a check-in call with my Mom and then went to bed. Ever grateful for my ear plugs, in they went. It was my seventh day on the Camino and I walked 24 kilometers today, I was beyond exhausted.


"It's a sad day when you find out that it's not accident, or time, or fortune, but just yourself that kept things from you." 
 - Lillian Hellman

Thursday, July 25, 2013

Day 8 - slept in Torres del Rio - July 5


Up at 7am, left alberge by 8am with Lauren heading to Irache and the wine fountain! We first stopped at the cafe by the handball court for coffee and tea and pastries, and wished Yenny from Holland a Happy Birthday (I think he was 54) - he and Esther were headed straight to a hotel for the day and night to celebrate :) It was also Guy from Australia's 50th birthday in a couple of days; he and Kathy planned to celebrate before she would go home early and he would stay to finish the Camino.

It was the usual morning routine: brushing teeth, washing face, dry heaving, forcing myself to eat something, packing up everything, slathering Vaseline all over my feet, and by now I was already over it. But I did it anyway, what else could I do. I thought to myself, this is like my road trip last month to Miami. If I didn't get up and start driving, I'd never get there. No one else was going to do it for me. Same on the Camino, if I didn't get up and start walking every day, I'd never finish it, no one else was going to do it for me. I thought it's like a big metaphor for life. Each day you have to get up and get going and get out there to take care of your business, you never know what you're going to encounter but you've got to do it because no one else is going to do it for you. So on I went.

I had completely forgotten that this morning the walk was leading us to the highlight of the day: The Wine Fountain! One of the wineries (bodegas) cleverly installed a wine fountain at the gate of their grounds and people from all over would visit it and fill up their bottles. I didn't have a spare bottle with me (bad pilgrim, note to self: must always carry some kind of wine bottle on my being!) so I drank from the communal cup while Lauren snapped a photo. Good times!

The path passed by a few fancy hotels and then turned natural again, just like yesterday's path. The first section was dominated by oak trees and pine trees as we winded our way up to the first town. There were magnificent views and as always, my regular companions showed up: butterflies of all colors, bees, and the little swallows, known as sky scissors because they miraculously appear each time you reach a small town and they dart about overhead unlike anything you've ever seen. It's uncanny and I loved it. There were also a lot of snails along The Way. They say that we pilgrims are like snails because we are carrying our homes on our back, and presumably because some of us shuffle along so slowly. I took a picture of one of the beautiful creatures with his pantheistic shell gleaming in the bright sunlight.

Except for the morning mist on the third day, so far we'd been fortunate with the weather but it was turning warm. Apparently there was a heat wave coming through Spain, which made everyone want to get up as early as possible and get going so as to finish before the afternoon scorching sun. Everyone but me. I didn't want any set rules and I especially didn't want to think about having to get up early every day. The heat doesn't bother me anyway. I wanted to go with the flow, walk as far as I could each day, and see where The Way takes me. But it became clear, I was in the minority.

The object of everyday became the same: Wake up as early and as quietly as possible, walk as far as you can avoiding as many rocks as possible, find food, water and shelter, then tend to your feet and dirty clothes, and finally sleep. It was actually turning out to be a much more social event than I would've ever realized. In fact I hadn't had the chance to do yoga again and I barely had time to make notes in my journal. As I was starting to realize, the mornings are the worse but then it gets better as the day goes on, by the afternoon I feel pretty good again (except for my poor feet!), and by night time we're all eating and drinking and settled in, it's great. It was the opposite of my life off of the Camino where I like mornings, I am full of energy and creativity and I get a lot done but as the day goes by, the stresses and strains of life can bog you down so you're exhausted by night. Like I said, here it was the opposite.


By now my left blister had healed but a new ghastly one was forming on my right big toe. I immediately applied a new Compeed and prayed for the best. After the wine fountain it was straight uphill to Villamayor de Monjardin, a lovely town with ruins and a splendid view of the surrounding countryside. The next town was Cruce, where pilgrims coming from Luquin merged in (there are nine main Camino routes one can take to get to Santiago), and then a long stretch of uninhabited countryside of farmland and vineyards and olive trees. There was no shade so when I finally reached the end and turned a corner, I joined dozens of others who congregated in the only forest setting around to rest and refill. I hung out with Brian from Ireland for awhile and took a sip of wine from Shai's water bottle full of wine. There were a group of Italian lady pilgrims who were all flutter over how good it felt to use "Shai's stick." We were cracking up.

Then, somewhere between there and the next main town, I got lost. I missed an arrow and ended up crossing over a main road and heading into a town when a local woman in a car pulled over and said "NO" and directed me back up the hill. I retraced my steps, mad with myself, and eventually found the Camino again. It was a good extra five kilometers out of my way. Must pay better attention, I told myself. The next main town was where most people were planning to stay: Los Arcos. I was walking through open country and remote vineyards. There was little shade but each small town you walked through was absolutely idyllic. Everywhere there are fountains to refresh and hydrate the body, and in one of the ancient cloisters, there were fish circling the stone fountain, which is symbolic of Christian life. Los Arcos was a sleepy town, with the usual square called Calle Mayor, and as I walked through it, I couldn't help feeling like I was in another time and space. The local church, which was embellished in the 16th, 17th and 18th centuries had added to the original Romanesque architecture, Gothic, Baroque and Classical elements, and it looked a bit hodge-podged but somehow retained an overall harmony. The bell-tower and peaceful cloisters were right out of a novel, and the sumptuous interior had a fine statue of Santiago Peregrino. I ambled through town and came across Jenn and Phyllis of Connecticut and Esther #1 from Holland. It was already nearing 6pm but I told them I was going on another 10 kilometers to get to Torres del Rio. I gave them all a hug, filled my water again, and headed out alone on a natural path of dirt tracks through farmland.

Once I could finally see the town of Torres del Rio in the distance, I knew I would make it. "I can do this" I thought, until I reached the gates and it was straight uphill into the town from there (why do they do this to us!). I climbed and climbed until I reached the first alberge and there were some of my people, lazing out front drinking beers as I hobbled up. They were genuinely impressed and started applauding me. Jorge stood up and said congratulations and promptly handed me a glass of wine. I think many of them underestimated me. I ended up walking 28 kilometers today! As soon as I saw Anna from Denmark I gave her a big hug and she told me she was staying here and the showers were good, so I checked in and got the last bed. I was beneath Diana from Hungary who had a heat-rash on the back of her legs, like many pilgrims from northern countries had suddenly gotten. We were the only ones in the dorm so I told her to apply the aloe gel she had in her first aid kit, and take aspirin and rest, and find a Farmacia tomorrow. I left to shower -decent shower here, private and it locked - and then changed and headed down for dinner.

I spent most of the night talking to Anna, we both had so much fun, and she was telling me about how she had to help an injured pilgrim who fell down the side of a mountain and wait with him and his friend for an ambulance to come! She also told me she got a job offer back in Denmark so we toasted and celebrated! She and I spent time before dinner talking to Marty from Australia, the "most fascinating person" I met on the trip. He was handsome in a rugged kind of way, in his 50s, in excellent shape, and happily married with 2 kids (the wife and kids had gone on to do the last 100 km to Santiago and then go on another trip while he finished the full Camino).


He was telling us that one of his goals is to scale the seven summits, explaining how expensive it is ($50k to do Kiliminjaro; $80k to do Everest) so he spent four weeks at a base camp to see if he could even handle it. While there in the first week, he saw one guy cough up part of his actual lung (the sherpas sent him home) and by the fourth week he said he was so constipated because of the lack of oxygen that his organ functions were beginning to shut down. At that point the sherpas gave him a long spoon and said this, or go home. We were like "what, a long spoon, what did you have to do with it..." Well, it turns out he had to scoop out his own feces! We were like "what, oh my God, why, why would anyone want to put their body through such extremes" and he said it's all about the challenge. Forever changed, Anna and I thanked Marty for his stories and we three headed off to our pilgrim menu with the other usual suspects: Jorge and Brendon from California, Guy from Australia and Kathy from Switzerland living in Sweden, Brian from Ireland... and Lauren from Washington and Anton from Ireland even though the last two were staying at the only other alberge in town.

Dinner was FUN that night, we took over the top floor of a cute restaurant and had excellent service, and were served some kind of garlic soup, beef entrecote with fries, ice cream, and you guessed it, all the bread you could eat and wine you could drink. They would literally put an entire bottle of wine in front of each pilgrim! I love Europe. The conversation was lively :) Anna flat out said "you Americans have perfected the art of using a lot of words to say nothing" and she was mainly referring to Lauren who yes, is kinda loud and uses a lot of filler words. Young Brendon sat across from me and was fascinated with my blonde hair, and Guy talked my ear off about how he wished he had half the confidence and optimism that I do. I engaged with him but called him out on some of his limited thinking and he liked the challenge. Everyone was interacting. We finished dinner, I had a nightcap out front with Anna, and then headed to my bunk. Once I was back in the dorm I discovered I was sleeping next to Brendon (which is always kind of weird to sleep right next to a guy you half-way know by now and you sometimes walk with on The Way) so I decided to get my things ready for the next morning. I laid everything out, put in my ear plugs and wished everyone a good sleep.



"Your daily life is your temple and your religion." 
- Kahlil Gibran

Wednesday, July 24, 2013

Day 9 - slept in Logrono - July 6


Up at 5am, out of the alberge at 5:30am, I was the first one out. I smiled to myself in the dark and thought now that I've done that, I'm never doing it again. It was chilly and the first hour was downright cold but I must say, the sunrise an hour later behind me was spectacular and I was feeling good. Destination Logrono and a hotel room, I was stoked, and I was finally crossing over into the La Rioja wine region.

But then inexplicably, it all started to go wrong.

I was happily walking along, proud of the fact that I beat everyone else out the door and still out there on my own, when I came across a couple of young ruffian looking dudes who turned out to be two nice boys from Belgium. I tried to keep pace with them for awhile and that must've been my undoing. By the time I arrived in picturesque Viana, my legs and specifically my ass, was so sore it was a pain unlike anything I've ever felt in the lower half of my body. I've had pain like that in my back (I have a lower back condition but fortunately my back wasn't bothering me at all) but never in my feet, legs or butt. It was nothing short of agony. So I stopped for a morning Cava and this is when I met Rafael from Spain. I had seen him before but we introduced ourselves outside of the cafe. I also came across Jenn and Phyllis from Connecticut who informed me they were staying in Viana and bussing it to Logrono due to aches and pains. Phyllis said her feet felt like bloodied stumps. I told her I could relate!

The path was steep today and most of my people ended up passing me, including Anna. A few hours into it and I was in excruciating pain. Apparently the hip flexors (butt muscles I never knew I had) get sore because of the backpack and so one is supposed to take smaller steps. By the time I crossed over into the wine-producing region of La Rioja, I could barely walk! My right ass cheek would simply go no further.

I stopped off on the side of The Way when Shai found me and gave me his stick. I was "hurtin for certain" and it helped a lot. He was my angel that day! All I could think was "get to Logrono, get to Logrono." He went on ahead and as soon as I got up and swung my pack over my back, SNAP, the strap broke! "Holy shit" was all I could think to say and there I stood alone, half mad, half sad and totally frustrated. How quickly my mood had changed. I was literally coming apart at the seams! It was all I could do to hold back the tears and keep walking ahead. "Just keep walking, just keep walking..." the Finding Nemo tune of "just keep swimming" was the only thing repeating over and over in my mind and it was making me even more annoyed. Roger from Belgium had explained that there are stages of the Camino: first the physical pain and then the emotional struggle, then there is the stage where you think about who you care about, and lastly the stage where you realize who really cares for you. I was clearly in the physical and entering the emotional.

By the time I descended into the environs of Logrono, I was taking
the shortest, slowest steps of my life. Other pilgrims obviously took pity on me and asked if I was OK. I said yes, what else could I do, even if it took me all day, I had to get to a place and then rest all I wanted there. The outskirts of the city were ugly, there were no cutesy wine-tasting bodegas or cutesy little Spanish cafes, just industrial office parks that were seemingly abandoned. I didn't even know what day it was. And as usual, the last three kilometers proved almost to be my undoing. I barely made it to the pilgrim fountain where I took my shoes off and soaked my feet in the healing waters. I saw another pair of ruffian type dudes who I immediately liked, but not wanting to waste another minute, I headed across the bridge which was just brutal. I thought to myself "tomorrow I'm going to walk back over this bridge like a normal person." I checked in at the first hotel I saw just on the other side, the lovely Hotel Logrono.

The moment I hobbled in, I was greeted by Alexis from Scotland, who had obviously sent her bag here ahead and was speaking a mile a minute to me while I waited in line. I had no patience; I just wanted to check in and disappear for awhile. I was in one of the worst moods since the third morning when I was kicked out of the monastery into the wet morning with my period. I tried to be nice but I finally turned to her and said "Listen, I cannot talk to you right now. I am in pain and I am praying they have a room for me because I literally cannot take another step." She got my drift and backed off. Fortunately they did have a room and I was able to go to it right away. In the ten minutes it took me to get there and unload my gear and take my shoes off, I felt bad about snapping at Alexis so I went back down to the lobby and hung out with her for another hour. Then it was straight to the bath tub and a nap. I think it was the first actual siesta I took.

By the time night came, I headed out to a sports store and bought a new backpack, as well as a new bra, two new pair of socks (I had brought wool socks, what was I thinking!), and a lightweight, long sleeve shirt to protect me from the sun more than for the warmth. I headed back to the hotel and by the time my dinner came, I was too tired to eat it so I took it up to my room and ended up having my steak dinner for breakfast the next morning, which in hindsight turned out to be a good thing since I spent the next day partying all day with my friends. A bunch of them were out and about enjoying the culinary capital of Spain but I was just too spent to join them. All in all I had done 21 kilometers today but it was the fourth hardest day for me, so I told them I'd make it up to them tomorrow.



"When you meet anyone, remember it is a holy encounter. And as you see them, you will see yourself." 
- A Course in Miracles

Tuesday, July 23, 2013

Day 10 - slept in Logrono (again) - July 7

Up at 10am, checked out of the hotel by 11am and no dry heaves for the first time! I had already decided to stay another day in Logrono to rest and enjoy the local flavor of this charming city. I left my broken green backpack in the room and my green yoga mat (abandoned items 17-18) and headed up to the Logrono Carlton Hotel where I would share a room with Dee, Anna, and Anton. We were all happy for a day of rest! Anton felt my pain because his pack had broken too and he was extra sore because he was going too fast. They all admired our new packs as I was setting out more items to be abandoned including one of my favorite cotton t-shirts, my clothes line, and my two pair of woolen socks (abandoned items 19-22).

I put on the only skirt I had, my black top, the pretty jade necklace I brought, and my flip flops. We immediately set out for afternoon drinks which turned into a tapas / pub crawl and our group gathered force as we met up with friends of friends and a few locals too. The top picture is Anna from Denmark, Dee from Ireland, and Alexis front Scotland. Then there's the picture of Erin from California with Juan from Spain (he's a local, not a pilgrim, and he's the one Anna made out with later :) We also saw Robin from North Carolina, Crystal from Colorado, met Elias from Switzerland and a cute, older Australian couple. The food was phenomenal!! Especially the mushrooms and the potato bravas!! So much fun, the streets were packed with people enjoying the best food and drink yet!!


The older Australian man was a wine connoisseur like myself and so we started talking about wine. I explained how surprised I was to find no bodegas along The Way, no places to do a wine tasting to learn about the varietals of Spain, and no one who was really interested in explaining the wines to someone like me. He said he met a wine aficionado earlier in the day and perhaps she could help us. We set off around the corner to a lovely, dark restaurant and met the proprietress. She showed us her Vinological Certificates prominently displayed on the walls and I praised her for her studies but asked her about a tasting. She said "NO. That's not how it's done in Spain." I tried to tell her now that I had passed through the Irouleguy and Navarra wine country that I would very much like to taste the different Rioja varietals including Alta Rioja, Baja Rioja, and Alavesa Rioja so that I could learn about them and distinguish their characteristics. "NO" she said, "that's not how it's done in Spain." The Australian man and I looked at each other with obvious frustration and I said "I will pay" but another "NO." So I ordered a glass of her most expensive Alta Rioja and another glass of her cheapest and lo and behold, they basically tasted the same. So maybe that's why it's not done like that here, because they don't taste that different. If only I could've sampled more varietals! Talk about a business opportunity.

Many hours and many drinks later, we headed back to the Hotel. Anna and Dee had their own single beds and I had to share the double with Anton, who informed me that tonight it was my turn to snore. That's what happens sometimes if I drink a lot and tonight, I definitely drank a lot! Buenas noches peregrinos :)




"If you follow your bliss, you put yourself on a track that has been there all the while, waiting for you, and the life you ought to be living is the one you are living." 
- Joseph Campbell

Monday, July 22, 2013

Day 11 - slept in Najera - July 8

Up at 10am, down for breakfast in the hotel by 11am, checked out by noon, we all slept in as late as possible. The hotel breakfast was a nice buffet of all kinds of Spanish food but I was back to trying to force myself to eat and having the dry heaves (alone as silently as possible in the bathroom). Maybe it has something to do with brushing my teeth in a different sink each day because that kinda grosses me out. I think it also has to do with some kind of stress, some angst about not knowing where I'll lay my head tonight. Plus all of the exercise and then too much food and wine last night had my system all screwed up again. So much for my restful day in the previous hotel, I was back to being a pilgrim.

A few pilgrims decided to bus it back to Pamplona to watch the bulls run. It didn't take much convincing for the four of us to decide that we were going to bus the next leg forward into Najera. We headed to the autobus station, boarded, and proceeded to do 31 kilometers today the easy way. It was Anton, Anna, Dee and myself and even though we were moving a little slow, we were having a ball. We had all seen the movie The Way and I told them about the Wizard of Oz references to it. We decided that Anton from Ireland (who was still in his late teens) was like Jost, the cowardly lion character from Holland, who had just survived the break-up of an engagement and needed courage, and for whom kindness was an instinct; Anna from Denmark (in her 20s) was like Sarah, the mysterious Canadian tin-man woman who wants to quit smoking and who, communicated in such a beautifully direct way that even though we knew she had the biggest heart, others wondered, and it was an allure for them; Dee (in her 30s) was like Jack the chatterbox scarecrow character from Ireland, overly cognitive and analytical, she couldn't stand that actor and resented the association but then ultimately agreed; and Erin (in her 40s) was like Tom, the oldest one all the way from California who basically just wanted to be left alone, but was like the Dorothy character, suddenly finding herself swept away on this strange yellow-arrow brick road. There was something really nice about our pseudo-hollywood bond!!!!

I looked out of the window and I could see pilgrims on the trail while were speeding past them on the bus and it made me want to get back out there and be part of the Camino. At first I felt like I was cheating but then I decided this was just another part of the adventure along The Way and it made me realize how quickly cars and buses speed by everything. I had a greater appreciation for my efforts on the Camino.

Once we arrived in Najera, we found a private alberge and had a dorm to ourselves (2 bunk beds) which was basically set up in a laundry room. Anton headed off to the church to pray for his brother who had died years ago this very day, and Anna and Dee and I went out and ate Argentinian hamburgers and drank vino tinto (red wine). We wandered around the lovely little town of Najera and wandered in the stores talking to locals. I bought wine and saucisson for tomorrow's journey, and a new journal, and turned in relatively early with ear plugs in. I felt happy to be here right now with these three. Plus it was a good call to rest for a couple of days, my ass was thanking me. 



"A great deal of talent and opportunity is lost to the world for want of a little courage. Every day sends to their graves obscure men whose timidity prevented them from making a first effort." 
- Sydney Smith